Not Enough

Failing is temporary, not accepted

What standards do you uphold yourself to?

For me, I always tend to hold myself to a higher standard and give myself more responsibility than anyone else.

I fell below my standards last week I didn’t write anything. I told myself that it was okay because I was stressed and overwhelmed so I didn’t. Well… that was written a whole 6 weeks ago now.

I started this about a month ago back… wow. I’m disappointed in myself. Why? Because I hold myself to a higher standard than anyone else. Because I know what I can accomplish.

I don’t hold anyone else to this standard, it’s me. I know what I can do. I know what I want to do.

I’m disappointed. I’m hurt. I’m feeling weak.

I know that I can do more. I want to do more.

“Trails are not enemies of faith, but opportunities to reveal God’s faithfulness” — Barbara Johnson

During this time while pursuing various post-grad options, I know this much, I don’t know what I am going to do professionally.

Reflect, evaluate, make goals, go.